Abandon me. Leave me for dead. I know I'm not worth much since I lost track of my head. And I'm feeling so out of touch with everyone and everything around me. I'll never be the man that you want me to be. Just a boy that keeps trying hard to please. And you may have killed my dreams, but you'll never end my waking life. You only made me stronger. And you may have broke my heart, but you'll never take my mind. I am unstoppable. Abandon me. Leave me for dead. I know I'm not worth much since I lost track of my head. And I'm begging you to see with my eyes. To make up for lost time. You'll never understand none of this was ever my fault. It was never my fault. They say time heals all wounds, but mine have scarred over.
Track Name: 10/11/12
I've been reading your messages over again. If I could fix myself somehow, they might make sense. I'm lonely. I'm desparate. I'm obviously weak. I'm not the man that you want or would ever need. So get yourself rid of me. It's been real. It's been fun. It's been damaging. It's been done. I'm finally okay with being alone again. Do you remember the shell beach sunet? Now I am just the sand between your toes. And the last time you saw a meteor shower? Now I am the star in the sky that falls and dies. This is a lesson in keeping distance. I'll try to forgive myself, but I can't forget this feeling I've had the last 6 months. I can't forget.